I know that you know that I know.

Yeah, I’m onto you, I’ve figured you out. I’ve been playing detective. I’m more computer smart than you think.

As for the contest, I think I’m just gonna lay back for awhile, I have too much other shit that need’s to be done to worry about a two month long contest. The trip to LA would be cool, but as long as I can get my hair dyed, I don’t really care.

Now, sadly enough, the paper route thing, isn’t gonna work, you need your own transportation, in which I don’t have. And I’m not willing to walk around this ghetto fab town at 3:30 in the morning to deliver paper. That’s a murder waiting to happen. So, im not sure what I’m going to do about my medical bills. I asked john what happens if I cant pay them and he told me collectors come and take away stuff I have bought that I don’t need. I don’t have anything… I don’t buy anything. So what could they possibly take? I hate money. Also for school, when I start, I am going to have to do the poor kid thing and ask the school to help me out with supplies. I can’t afford them. Money is such a stressful issue. I think the Native American's had the right idea about trading.

I don’t have too much to say today for the sake of being tired and restless at the same time. I feel so stressed out. Going to watch a movie, listen to the thunder and plan for my last few days ahead.