Dear life, you are so awesome right now!

I feel amazing.
And  NO im not on drugs!

Haha, I seriously feel awesome though. Yesterday was a bit of a drag but today was better, I actually talked with a lot of people via facebook and made new connections, made plans and guess what! there is a rave EVERYWEEKEND this month, I'm making it a routine to dance everynight too! that way i can shed some weight and wear a really cute outfit to these things!
I'm working on a ton of projects right now and i'd like to tell you about some of them!
1. My rave outfits, I am finding ways to alter my lingerie so I can wear them! All of them i am sportin my tiara with because I am a PRINCESS!
2. gonna be starting a new blog based on the music scene here, there is a lot of talent that goes unnoticed. So i want to help em out!
3. Going to be working on some business cards and a logo for  a venue thats opening this weekend!
4. Im going to make some "Candy" and 5. work on johns stuff.
Ok so i guess its not that much. But its enough.

A lot of people i have noticed come to me for resources, i have never realy noticed how much i am the "go to girl" for musicians of all kinds. It's kinda awesome, and i have also realized how many hidden talents i have, like the dancing, i mean i have been dancing since i was about 11 in my room in front of the mirror and i was always embarrassed to dance in front of people, but i really feel confident in it now, like I KNOW im good and i know I look good, HUGE self esteem boost!

Theres a rave every weekend this month and john is coming with me to one. im stoked for him to try it out, i think he'll like it...


maybe.

Something I am worried about though...is the ex that shall not be named. I remembered that he sometimes went to these things. Not sure if he does anymore. I just hope he doesnt, but if he does. I'm going to dance my ass off, look hella hot, and not even give him a glance or a milli second of attention.   I am also hoping that john becomes comfortable with the guys i go with and maybe allows me to dance with them. But then again, i would be angry if he danced with a girl like that...so i can see where hes coming from. anyway life is good im staying busy and being intensly creative! If you wanna see my dancing check out the youtube! the link should be somewhere -------> over here on the side thing!