So, last night I went to my first rave. It was very cool, definitely something I would do again and again. At first I was REALLY self conscience to dance. But then I just decided to say fuck it and dance my heart out, FOUR of my exes were there! wait…no…three! All in which I still talk to and were friends and shit. I think my favorite part of the night was when I was outside and then I heard Skrillex’s song “Rock n roll (Will take you to the mountain)” I RAN inside and danced my ass off. It was soo much fun. I was told that I did pretty damn good for my first time dancing haha. One of my good guy friends and I danced too, it was pretty fun, we definitely rocked the floor for a good 4 minutes everyone clapping for us and shit. Trish came with me, but ended up leaving.which was sad. I also ran into A LOT of old friends. So I rekindled some old friendships, everyone there was extremely nice. The music was good too, but I prefer dancing to songs I know just because the movements arent so random and unexpected, I like to know whats ahead.
I don’t know why, but when I left the rave and got home, I really felt bad about going. Like, I didn’t tell john much about it, just the basics really, but I didn’t tell him all the super fun stuff. Maybe its because we were both tired…idk. But, I’m going to keep going to raves just to dance, I figured, it’s a good way to lose weight and maybe relieve some stress too.
So now that I had my awesome party night, its time to get back down to business. I kinda feel like im back at square one. I’m gonna go get my shots, and try one more week to get a job. I hear the walmart closest to me is hiring like everyone who applies! so im going to try that.
Oh, and I really really really love john. Very much.
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